Saturday, January 1, 2011

Happy New Year!

I just wanted to share the best day of last year-


July 29, 2010
I had the most amazing experience of my life.
I totally messed up the balusters on my railing that I'm building.
Will have to cut them all over again, lost an entire days work.
I just stood there saying "omigod omigod omigod" and Jeff thought I was going to cry-
But I was freaking out because my heart rate did not go up one beat when I realized my mistake. I stood there and waited for it to hit me- the explosion in my throat and ears- but it never did. I just stood there and calmly thought- "well I guess I know what I'm going to be doing tomorrow".
It blew my mind.
I cannot recall EVER not being panicked by a failure.
EVER.
I usually have to compose myself after spilling coffee...